Onaniel

i am only just thirteen. he is sixteen. i am in love/lust/crush. my best friends big brother, or friends ex boyfriend, is tall. once or twice i imagined kissing him. but he never would. he is friends with the boy who is sixteen. and besides he is my best friends big brother or my friend's ex boyfriend. and i am not a bad person. i am tall too, you know. i am stretched skyward but there was no more to stretch, just bone. so i am not really that tall at all. but i pretend i am. how tall are you? oh above average, you know, pretty tall. the brother says want to come and see j? and my heart leaps and i sing yes but he only hears a nod and ther

I say something different each time I go in the house to make myself different. we broke a wall straight through best place to make a break didn't hurt the paint there are only so many cow puns you can make if I'm awake I guess I'll talk to you but only if I'm not asleep and got nothing better to do hold my hand while I question you punch kick spin repeat mashed buttons 'bout as healthy as mashed peas fresh sprites waiting for me ransom's tripled there are some things that just shouldn't be done I'm happy thirteen times over and it's still not enough I was sleeping until you went away your hair's gotten longer since